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i do not have enough to survive until i next get money. this is becoming blindingly clear.

there is no-where to get any money from, no-one to ask for help. i'm hungry and i don't know what to do.

i have never felt like this before. there has always been someone i can turn to for help, if i need it, before things get bad.

i can not go a week without eating, but i am going to have to.

i owe rachael £50, which i can't get, and she is now skint and needing the money. i don't know what to do. yet again, i'm just sitting here waiting for a fucking, magic solution that doesn't exist to a problem i have caused myself.

i'm scared, hungry and completly on my own. i have no options. there is no-one here who can lend me the money.

what if i die? what if no-one helps me and i starve to death all by myself. people will say 'if only she had asked someone for help'

if you think i am being silly, how long can people survive without food? i have to survive a week. a whole week with no food.

i'm scared