i tried to cook some pasta today, completly forgetting there is no water until this afternoon.

i didn't realise how much we rely on water. i needed it to wash a plate to eat my food from, to brush my teeth, to go to the toilet, to get a drink, to have a shower. i always kinda took it for granted. at least twice today i have walked to the tap, turned it on, forgetting that there is no water, all the while, thinking in my head about the water being turned off. it's weird.

man, i need some nicotine in my body today, no chance of that happening anytime soon, unless i actually do walk to town. well i'll have to i guess, but it's miles!

i tried to get gold membership today, because i wanted to open my own diaryring. none of the other suited me. but my credit card was rejected, which sucks.

i'm going to have to borrow some money from someone...but who?

katie