i spoke to rachael this morning, she has gone to visit jim. we are 5 days into a four week holiday and she has gone to visit him.

why doesn't dave want me to visit him? i know he lives far away and all, but he doesn't understand i miss him. he didn't go swimming in the end (he was going to go with his ex-girlfriend) he stayed home with his mum and dad. aaaaww!

if i could, i would just go, right now. i don't have the money though, i guess i could train hop my way there, that would be fun. but i can't just turn up on his door step.

i love him, this holiday has made me realise. i men, i thought i loved him before, and i did, and all, but now, i actually KNOW that i do, which is different.

i'm actually just passing the time until i can ring him, at around 4 o clock

katie