i feel like he doesn't want to contact me at all. he said last time i spoke to him that he had had a chat with rachael, but he has only text me twice, once to tell me he was in the pub with his ex-girlfriend & some other people. i know that blokes are crap at keeping in touch and everything, and that the reason he didn't answer his phone this morning was because he could feasibly have been asleep. but yesterday i though that and the reason he hadn't text me was because he was playing compuer games. he had actually been awake since 10am.

natilie is on her way over, and we are going down the down. i need to get some moeny out of the bank, and buy a new pay and go sim card for my phone. then i can text him, and he can text me and everything, i won't have to sit in front of lycos like a loser :D

i need to wash all my clothes. they all smell icky :(

i have just come on my period. why do i always come on my period as soon as i get back home? it really sucks, i hate it. i don't have any 'things' either, so i'm making do with toilet paper until i get down the town. this is not funny, it's horrible.

katie