i used to love my friends here so much, they used to mean everything to me, and now, *poof* just like that, i find them irritating and immature. there was a incident tonight. you see, there was this thing that happened, like three years ago, and it goes like this.

one day, gary, russell, jamie and i were sitting in KFC (the chicken place) and jamie went off to the loo. he was gone for ages, so russell went to see if he was alright. (what he was going to do i don't know) russell came back with a strange look on his face and said "i heard a strange noise, like clapping"

so we all laughed and said he was having a fiddle, if you know what i mean. since then, it has become a running joke in our group, that when ever anyone mentions KFC we all clap. it's a bit mean, i know, but it's all in good heart.

so tonight, we were telling jamie's new girlfriend about the incident. (actually, saying that, it was pretty mean wasn't it?) and jamie was getting embarressed and gary was laughing. so i said;

"well, it's okay, we all have embaressing w**king stories don't we gary?"

and now gary is never going to speak to me again, because russell once caught him w**king in his front room (!) and it was 'the most embaressing thing that has ever happened to him'

he is seriously mad, like in an immature 'what's that noise, i can't quite hear you talking' kind of way.

i never mean to upset people, i just do, accidently, i never think before i speak.

i'm thinking of moving on to visit my gran in the next few days, then going back to uni three weeks early. i'm just misrable here, i'm not getting any work done, and i feel really pooey.

i need a hug :(

thanks for listening

katie