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i phoned him. he didn't seem to be missing me at all, but then he is a bloke, so maybe he wouldn't show it. and technically, we have only been apart like, a day anyway.

i think the reason i feel so bad might be that i feela bit, inadequate for him sometimes. okay, i know im not the ugliest or stupidest person in the world, but he is so cool, and funny and gorgeous and nice, and i have been a bit nasty to him recently, because he's the closest person to me, and i'm so frustrated about work and money and everything.

*beginning to cry now*

he tells me he loves me, and that i am important to him and everything like that, i don't want to be apart from him for four weeks. i don't think he feels like this. :(

katie