dave doesn't seem to be texting me back at all, which is sad. it is entirly possible that he is still asleep (even though it's 1pm) this sounds awful, but i want him to miss me as much as i miss him.

for the last few weeks we have been griping at each other a lot. i have had problems with money, he has had work building up, and we have taken it out on each other. but we talked about it, and reecognise that it's not because we don't love each other, but more because we need to spend a little more time apart, because otherwise we take everything out on each other, which is hard.

he hasn't text me back still, *checks again*

i'll be back later, i'm going for a 'walk' actually, i'm going for a cigarette, but my parents don't know that i smoke

katie