well, me and dave had a row today.

i'm not even sure how it started, to be honest. he was upset because i wanted him to come to town with me, so he spent ages looking for his hat. he then got in a mood with me for not instantly finding the dumb hat.

well, it's okay now anyway, we sorted it, although not before i cried and stamped my feet a few times. i get sad when me and dave have a row. it feels like we can't get things to work. as soon as the row is sorted out, everything is fine, usually, we, erm, well you know, afterwards ;) and everything is okay. i think i prefer things like that. he said today that he will miss me, and that he loves me, which was really nice. he has gone for a shower now, and to start packing his stuff.

i just know im going to cry tomorrow. i am going to miss him so much. i think, mainly, i will miss him at night, when i'm out with my friends from home, and when i go home to bed, all by myself.

the only thing that will keep my happy this easter will be knowing that i don't have to go home again till next christmas. i'm staying here over the summer and getting a job.

i'm quite looking forward to it actually. i will be able to live in the nice little house we leased for next year, like a proper grown up ;)

i need to start packing for my 'holiday' i guess. will probably change my mind and come back in about half an hour

thanks for listening

katie