in one, i have the choice to go back to when i was 5. i know all the things that i do now, about life and stuff, and i am not able to change the direct course of my life, but i can change the small things, how people feel about me etc.

in the dream, i choose to do it. i am transported back to my playground years. i try to tell my friends what has happened to me, but no-one beleives me, (unsurprisingly) and i cannot change my mind, i have to live the whole 14 years over again.

its scary, being trapped in the wrong body, with no-one beleiving me.

i realised that given the choice, i wouldn't do it. i'm quite happy now, apart from the money worries. dave and i talked about my dream for a long time, he was surprised that i would choose to go back in the dream.

anyway, it was weird, and i wanted to write it down so i didn't forget it, like i do many dreams.

actually, the only dream i can ever remember is one i had when i was about nine. i'm watching myself being eaten by a giant pink and purple dinosaur in my friends front garden. i can picture it so vividly. its weird.