i have decided that i probably make myself out to always be in the right on here, which is fair enough, as it is my diary. but i have decided to portray a fair veiw of myself and list my bad points. 'what a degrading exercise!' i hear you shout in your droves, well, i want people who read this to know who i really am, so here goes.

>> i am very selfish. i push and push and push until i get what i want, and if i don't get it i go into a mood for hours.

>> i dislike anyone who thinks they are cleverer than me (they usually are, which makes me dislike them more) actually, i don't know why this is.

>> i'm really nasty to my friends, and then spend four hours apologising, which i think is probably really annoying

>> sometimes, i do things just to irritate people, like eating loads of sweets right in Lisa's face when she trying to be on a diet

>> i would rather smoke someone elses cigarettes than my own.

(okay, this list is getting rather unfortunately long)

>> i am very bad with money

i am going to stop now, just because i am beginning to feel bad.