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Okay, I'm feeling a bit lonely tonight, because everyone has gone out for this guy in our flats birthday. Now, to be fair, he's not the most popular of lads, he's geeky, rude and count's his pennies more than my gran, and thats saying something.

So everyone has gone to the bar to 'celebrate' him being on the earth for 19 years. (I'm not sure celebrate is the right word actually lol) Oooo I'm feeling a bit bitchy today.

Anyway, I don't feel well, so I came backand now I wish I had stayed because I'm lonely and bored. I know I would feel bad if no-one came out for my birthday (actually, hardly anyone did, everyone was 'ill' or gone home for the weekend)

Dave just came back. He gave me a big kiss and said he loved me (made me feel better :) and that the guy from the flat whose birthday it is is completely hammered, which is good, I guess, although he tend to throw up when he is hammered. And shout a lot. In fact, maybe it's not so good...

My Dad emailed me again. He is refusing to give me any money until I promise to take my shoes off in the house when I go 'home' for Easter. He is so ridiculous, like a little child. I'm not being blackmailed (inevitably, I will give in and he will have won)

It makes me feel so sad that my Dad doesn't want to talk to me unless it's about shoes, I don't even know if I want to go home at Easter.

Oh well, I have to go and find some cake. You know those days when nothing but cake will make you feel good about yourself? This is one of those days.