an eternal flame/

close your eyes/

give me your hand/

darling/

can you feel my heart beating/

do you understand/

do you feel the same/

am i only dreaming/

is this buring/

an eternal flame.'

yesterday i decided that things have to change.

Ben said i was selfish, and it was over.

He looked me in the eye and said it was over.

We are going to try again. but we both know that its gonna be hard. I love him.

I had a good weekend. Saw Lee, Craig, Russel, Mr Course! hahahahahahahaha. My old PE teacher. We went to jumpin' jaks.

Oh, and I saw Glenn um.... ? from primary school, and he looked different (why am i surprised, 7 years later, he was in the year above me and left early anyway! i don't think he even recognised me, anyways, hung out with him, Shane and this guy called Chris who works at tesco.Oh and Kyle!

T'was fun.

But i got home and Ben was at the pub with Tam, i completly over-reacted as usual and had to beg him to take me back, so now we are on shaky-egg walking ground. Im just glad he gave me another chance. I dont think, tho, even tho I know I was in the wron, that he realised how upset I was about it, I know he thinks I take advantage of him, but I was really looking forward to him meeting me at the bus station, because it makes me feel special.

Thats all folkys on a stick! C's ya!

Kati