* this is no change from the usual, anyways this is my diary, it would be weird not to talk about myself. Just thought i state the obvious.*

* not that i think you are a retard* or anything

* No offense if you are

AnYwAys!

God i hate people who use toggle case. I'm being a prat today and i dont know why.

Anyways...on to the subject of the day.

Paranoia.

Today i think everybody is looking at me. I don't even know why, because they arn't, if you see what i mean. Anyways I think its because i went to sociology, and this means that i had to sit on my own, because i don't want to sit with Meg or Laura, simply because Carly and Mel always stare at me in disgust.

Today Carly asked me why i have a girl hanging from my shoe. The thing is, i do have a girl hanging from my shoe and there is no reason for it AT ALL! i just thought it would look nice. Its not like, a real girl or anything (!) just this little teeny rubber logo thing on a chain and i wanted it on my shoe. Customisation. Now i'v seen people with safety pins through there ears and half a dead cat around there wrist and they don't get asked why, because it's cool on them. So if i want a fucking girl hanging from my shoe why can't i? It reminded me a lot of Cavendish, when i was a Skater-person. Sarah Lewis would ask me why i have 'little girlie' beads on my neck. There is no answer for these sort of questions. Normally i would just laugh and say 'because i want to' but today i felt like i was being persecuted. JUST FOR HAVING A GIRL HANGING OFF MY SHOE.

Right. So there is started. Then i had to spend the whole of sociology thinking everyone was staring at my shoe. And giggling. GGGGRRRRRrrrrrr.

I don't even know why this is bothering me so much really. Today i just feel weirdy-beardy.

So anyways. I need a drink but can't be bothered to walk down the stairs and get one.

Anyways first computer-person walked in the door. This means the time has nearly come. Three hours of being bullied by my evil-teacher-unit Mr. Julian Wright. He really is a prick, but he tries to help his pupes. I'll be rid of him soon anyways, A-level Exam next week. (well as level!)

going now.

End of entry stats.

Times Said 'Girl Hanging Off My Shoe' 5

Times Written ever before 0

Times Said Anyways 7

Time wasted typing this and counting them 15mins

Amount of times thought 'need a drink' 43

I could have got a drink and not typed that then everything would have bin okay.

Anyways (oops) gotta go. Alistair just walked in so the hells about to begin.