Hm...today i am having a strange day. firstly i have no ciggarettes. at all. the last one i smoked was a rizla-ed together cheap italian ciggy that tasted like charcoal.

yummy.

so i am suffering from a severe case of nicotine withdrawel. Twiches, suddenly swearing. kinda like Tourettes really. (no offense, because i know this is a very serious disease, but the comparisns to nicotine withdrawel are astounding.)

I give enough ciggies away to people for someone in this pothead filled shit hole that they call college.

Then...while i am sitting here typing this, i realised that i am probably the only smoker i know who doesn't want to give up. wonder why? I think its because it means i talk to a lot more people than i usual would. i am much more confident since i started smoking.

I smoke four brands of ciggarette (so i don't get addicted to one and then die when the shop doesn't have them!)

* Camels

when i need a lot of nicotine. or am a little depressed.

* Zinganof

when i am feeling a little strange and want to look it. coloured ciggies with gold butts. they taste nasty and look gay.

* B & H

my 'normal' brand, when i don't have enough to buy camels or zinganof. like them very much.

* Lambert Lights

Kaz smokes these, so when i am with her i buy (and skank) these from the sop and her.

see? you can tell my entire day through which kinda lung cancer stick i have dangling from my mouth.

Now...sayng that i realised that when break times comes i am going to have to walk out there on my own. cos bea isn't in today. I wonder who will be outside? someone to skank a fag from i hope.

arrrrrggggggghhhhhhhhhh! the evil teacher unit is looking at me. now he is trying to confuse me by say 'a fereme la bouche' or something like that. he's such a goon.

I am babbling arn't i? yes i think so. never mind. this whole enrty seems to revolve around my needed a fag. i have to go now because admin want to fuck with the computers.

luv katis